WOW what a year!
I celebrated by going to a music festival where my favorite band was headlining :-)
I think I am finally over the shock of just how poisonous these fillings are. I no longer wake up in the morning with the thought "I feel bit better today, things still hurt, cant believe my fillings cause all this, how can they put mercury in people, how can they poison people like this"
Since a year ago........
I no longer feel like I am dying.
I no longer cough every morning, no more almost being sick because the coughing was so bad.
I no longer have rib pains due to the coughing.
I no longer sneeze, wheeze or sniffle all the time.
I no longer gasp for breath whilst walking upstairs
I no longer have tinnitus.
I no longer have period pains.
I no longer feel like I am asphyxiating every night when I go to sleep. It feels like my throat is bigger less swollen.
I no longer have insomnia, I have had a good nights sleep every single day except for 2 days where I had taken b vitamins too late, and one where I was stressed about moving.
I no longer feel hungover every morning, I still have days where I feel like I am getting flu and still have fatigue, but not in the same intensity. Its hard to say how much my fatigue has improved as I am not working at the moment which would be the real test of how easy it is to get up everyday.
My face is no longer white as a sheet, my face has a tan for the first time ever.
I lost 25 pounds. Eating more than ever and food tastes amazing without that awful metal taste.
My heart no longer flutters.
The purple veins under my tongue are much smaller.
I can feel my feet, I never realized how numb everything was.
My shoulders and joints still crackle, my hips have just started doing this too, I think this is where they are beginning to be able to move again and it will just take time, I am the most flexible than I have ever been. My muscles still fatigue and feel stiff but they are much better.
My vision is amazing, I still have visual snow and some blurry vision, but the colours are amazing, its like going from a cathode ray TV to a 3D tv, the point is I can actually tell the difference between the types of TV now!
My memory is loads better I remembered what a cathode ray TV was called!! I learnt my new mobile phone number with one look, back in June 2012 when I hit rock bottom I could barely remember my name. My sentences have longer words in them, I had to get a dictionary app on my ipad cos I kept remembering words but didn't know what they meant.
Looking back over the years, all those years I made excuses, personal stress or work stress causing my symptoms. I didn't realize back then how sick I was because I had never been well. Now I realize how sick I was I don't know how I made it through the days. Now I feel better than I have ever felt, I keep going and see where this takes me.
Mercury poisoning is an insidious poison, slowly, creeping, always in the shadows, taking you out piece by piece by piece. Mercury is a scourge across the planet, poisoning it on every level.
